it is hot
sweating badly
heart beating heavily
eyes turn to red
and
it is all bad

There's a time when I miss you so much
like we did yesterday.
There's a time when I miss your touch
like we did yesterday.

I wonder
You were all alone
Walk in raw foot
A transparent gown and tears covered

You walked away
in distance and emptyness

You skipped
Heartbeat pauses
Just damn ol'times

There's a time when I miss you so much
like we did yesterday
but yesterday never comes
and you never waved goodbye

Do you hear the knock on my door?
Do you hear the hail hit my windows?
All this burden stabbing me
So hard so I blinded

We walk together like a puppet
No more smiles nor jokes
We sit next to but we don't know
No more small conversations

There's a distance between us now
How do I can put it away?
Wishing we're yesterday, hope future doesn't comes fast
I sorry for everything
Make you gone from this chair

There's a distance killing us now
Its hatred spread like a plagues
Wishing we're yesterday, hope future doesn't comes fast
I sorry for everything
Make you gone from this chair

The distance is killing me
now...

I see it...
I stop chasing after you
My world choking
I feel the world was shut

Perhaps my eye was wrong
I ain't see it before
It's glimmering under the sun light
Perhaps you mean it

I see it...
The silver ring graven a name
A symbol of yours

Silver ring
has whispered me
...

....


Jujur,
api tlah membara, kala
ku buka albummu diantara jendelaku
Kau t'lah torehkan sejuta kenangan
disana
Hadirkan beragam cerita tersirat
di benakku

Dia beruntung memilikimu
Namun, apa kau pernah tau
di suatu masa, dia menduakanmu
sama seperti kau yang menduakannya?

Aku tetap menyayangimu
Aku kan berusaha mengingatmu
biarlah ku simpan di kegelapan terjauh
yang bisa ku buka dengan meratapinya

Ya, aku hanya bisa melihatmu
bahagia bersamanya
Tiada kursi tersisa bagiku tuk mengisinya.
Hatimu tlah terpatri, aku tidak.
Masih menunggu suatu masa
dimana kau terbang lepas
dan kembali pada ku.

Ku tetap terjaga,
Hingga pagi tak kan muncul kembali

...

Aku masih terjaga
Jemariku memainkan pena dan menari di atas kertas
Goresan tinta ini belum kering
Begitu juga guratan asmara di hati ini

Ku masih terjaga
Memandang jam yang berputar lambat
menuju pukul satu pagi
Otakku masih memutarkan kenangan kita
dan juga kenangan mu dan dia

Cinta ini sebuah kesalahan
Kita memulai sebagai teman; sapaan hangat
hingga senyum mesra penuh arti
Mata bertemu mata sampai pipi merona
Tangan bertemu dekap sampai pelukan hangat

Ya, ini salahku, salahmu juga
Kita bergerak ke sisi yang salah
Namun kita saling mencinta
dan kau tak bisa.
Apa takdir telah salah?
atau
Waktu yang kurang tepat?

 Entahlah....
Aku bingung. Hilang taringku.
Aku hilang kemudi. Aku hilang arah.

Taukah kau,
aku tak sanggup menahan rasa ini
Pernahkah kau,
memikirkan aku di sela-sela harimu
Apa kau merasakan,
setiap kata yang ku ucap
mengandung rindu yang hebat
memiliki pesona yang kuat
agar kau menjadi milikku
dan aku menjadi milikmu.
...

All my feeling was described clearly in this lyric.

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet Im still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever
I said there is no reason for my fear
Coz I feel so secure when were together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear

And even as I wander
I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever
Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
Ive been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find

And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore.

This is a not a story about love
Started by a bond called friendship
Both of them walking in blind
The time has made it gloomy

Leaves fall, Day turned Dark
and friendship is not an ordinary
as well,
cheated by the small flame called love

Both of them running on yellow red world
The time has made it gloomy

Then,
storm comes in
they're hit by a huge jab

She has a love far away
leaving such a dirt on He

Down in the corner of dark cupboard
He cursing fate in allegory
his waiting and caring turned to dust

He's weak now
His love even greater than olympus
just hide in the corner, again
waiting her call

Apakah;
takdir telah mempertemukan kita di waktu yang salah?
atau
kita yang telah dipertemukan di waktu yang salah oleh takdir?

Apakah;
takdir telah mempertemukan kita di waktu yang salah?
atau
kita yang telah dipertemukan di waktu yang salah oleh takdir?


Apakah;
takdir telah mempertemukan kita di waktu yang salah?
atau
kita yang telah dipertemukan di waktu yang salah oleh takdir?


Apakah;
takdir telah mempertemukan kita di waktu yang salah?
atau
kita yang telah dipertemukan di waktu yang salah oleh takdir?


Apakah;
takdir telah mempertemukan kita di waktu yang salah?
atau
kita yang telah dipertemukan di waktu yang salah oleh takdir?


Apakah;
takdir telah mempertemukan kita di waktu yang salah?
atau
kita yang telah dipertemukan di waktu yang salah oleh takdir?


Entah.....

ku berdiri di tepian mimpi
ingin terjatuh lalu mati
hancur, remuk sampai ke hati
hilang sudah asa
tertinggal entah dimana

ku lepaskan kekang di nadi
cabut! keropos sudah jiwa ini

ku berdiri di tepian mimpi
kelak ingin sekali jatuh lalu mati
digerus oleh rasa rindu sunyi
tersayat hingga habis raga ini

sekali lagi,
ku berdiri di tepian mimpi
langkah gusar menepis janji-janji
ku lepas helai-helai cinta tak bertepi ini,
telanjang di tengah lampu sorot warna-warni

kini,
ku bersiap untuk pergi
dari tepian mimpi
semoga hancur hati ini

...

Frustrated, I open the cracked on the door
find a secret locket on the shadow

Hatred, I throw it but time swallowed it away

Confused, I between the two mirrors
where I found myself standing in to

I love her and she
next to me, I didn't love then I care with
others, I love but she had already a light to protect

The two mirrors just like wind and sky.
very untouchable

Frustrated, I close the cracked on the door
slammed it into pieces
and don't know what to do 

I realize the clock was struck twelve
and Cinderella must run.
When we're hold our breath,
standing side by side
eyes by eyes.

The Firefly on your eyes were dimmed
Your hands turn Volturian-Cold
Tears as a glass vial down
Fire burn you dust

The wolf out there barking
Waiting for another Alpha
The World has never as sweet as candy
Sometimes friend could be Jack The Ripper
and The only reason was hidden
under Godot.

I'm not Shakespeare with white horse
nor Napoleon with guns
I'm just Peter Parker with clumsy hair
and a piece of heart to give

The World has never as sweet as candy, dear
Thou threw away Peter Parker
and wanted Bruce Wayne to be your prince?!
The World has never as sweet as candy, dear
Sometimes your dream could be your grave
Sometimes your eyes could be shut while awake
Sometimes your prince could be a Sniper
and
Sometimes Bruce Wayne could be a Joker

there's no time to cry no time to lose
cause everything will gonna fine gonna shine
let your tears dry and open mind open heart
cause someday you'll find another way another say

it's time to prove, it's time to let it flow
cause time wouldn't return back and make it go
the sun awaits you, bright and warm
don't be sad, don't be mad
cause everything will go on, will go on, will go on...
for once again..

wipe your tears, wake up from your bad dreams
she decided what the worst but she didn't knew yet
you're a good man, best man, but she didn't knew it
she had walked in to her madness and didn't want you to help
so go on and moving on!
cause everything will gonna fine gonna shine
let your tears dry and open mind open heart
cause everything will go on, will go on, will go on...
for once again..

once again...
once again...

It’s still eleven pm but it’s cold
Rain had stopped but seems to bold
My phone covered with yours at front
Thinking out all plans now gone
Do you feel it is a coincidence?
God meet us, sure it’s a lines

We meet in a imperfect rhyme
As quiet as blues and wine
I feel not hungry in time of dine
Everything broke but I said it’s fine
Do you feel it is a coincidence?
I love you even you lie to your heart

I know this feeling,
You say about promises
But I say about loneliness
I know you do love me
Does it an intervention to you?

This night won’t be long
Quiet and empty
No message from you in my phone
When I’m still waiting that;

No more cheers nor jokes in my face
And so did you
We’re meet in imperfect times
When everything should go wrong,
What a coincidence is the final ending…

You’re imperfect melodies
That tune in my heart;
Pretending as a wonderful rhymes
But you make me hurt;
So I sing a catastrophe
And you dance in the moon lite;
Where’s your love,
When you say it first;
You broke the promises
That you made;

Really, I am the stranger
On your days and you make it harder;
You really break me down, tear me apart, crush me down
I thought you will be the first who saved me, but
You’re just the imperfect melodies
That sing a bloody songs to me…

Hey dear…
Listen to the stars
They collect our sound,
Just leave up the bars
And join me in the cloud.

Hey dear…
Cover your body now
Shut the door now
I try to blew your heart
No more say hurt

Hey dear…
I don’t mind you mad
But please don’t be sad
Cause I try to be good
But you toss your mood

Hey dear…
I made up myself
Just brought my luck for you
But you won’t understand

The weather it’s now dark
Autumn fall, summers pass
There’s a rain on my heart
Leaving pain and it’s hurt

Hey dude! I got a story!
It's happened when the stars blinking
under the shady moon sinking
and the weather hard to try blowing

The feet started to step
along the palm trees,
The cave no longer deep
then wear no clothes

Glory was shine
shine inside a box
box full of joy
joy mixing when you opened it
and
it is GLORY

Desir angin
membelaiku
penuh hasrat

Bau lembab
menyeruak di tanah

Hujan telah kembali

The star lean on me
My tears on remedy
I saw sun called me,
He ran towards the Saturday...

I got to move on
Dreams are waiting for me
Pointing out there,
where the last aurora goes out
I will be there, to catch 'em close

I got to move on
Kill all the fear
Forget about rose and its thorn
cause they will be gone
by the time goes on

Look at me now, Rainbow
I'm survive
I'm move on
No matter what you've done
I'm survive
I'm move on
Happiness is mine, dust is yours

Goodbye Rainbow
See you in heaven!...

Kau tinggalkan ku sendiri disini,
meratapi gelap yang tak pasti
Kau biarkan ku kembali dalam sepi,
hanya berteman kepalsuan akan janji

Satu hal yang ku ingat
Kau lah yang pertama bicara asmara
Kau bisikkan nada cinta
Hilang sudah akal sehat

Andai kau tahu,
Ku sayang kau selalu
tanpa tanda koma atau tanya
hanya kau yang ku cinta

Pernah ku pikir
Kau lah yang selama ini ku cari
Namun keliru,
Kau hanya persinggahan bagi sekoci ku

Pelangi setelah hujan
Kini terasa asin
bahkan pahit, teramat pahit
coklat hadiah ulang tahunmu,
kini telah leleh,
ku biarkan di rubung semut
Boneka favoritmu yang kubeli di toko kemarin
Kini tersirat pucat pasi, seperti mayat
Ku biarkan hatinya di cabik oleh adik ku
bira kau tahu hatiku juga tercabik olehmu

Kau padamkan lilin yang kau nyalakan
Kau jilat liurmu sendiri
Kau nodai janji suci yang kau ukir di hati kita
Kau bunuh cintamu dengan sebilah pisau karatan
SIAL!
SIAL!

Aku terdiam
Pengecapku terasa pahit
Air mata perlahan menghiasi mata ku yang hitam
Kini, ku kan menutup kembali hatiku,
seperti yang selalu ku lakukan
Tapi sebelumnya,
Ku kan kumpulkan kembali pecahan-pecahannya,
disatukan kembali dalam bentuk baru
lalu ku simpan di gelapnya hari dan hati

Kini ku mengerti betapa jahatnya kau...